I seem to chug along, and then I go down hard. Last week was the Multiple Sclerosis. Now since 8p yesterday, I have had a migraine.
You cannot work, and you for sure cannot read or concentrate when you have a migraine. It makes me sad especially since I have so many books to read, new ones for Kindle, my regular pile, and two I won in a contest that came in the mail today that I was very excited about.
It means I cannot do what makes me happy and bring my blog to you.
This hurts right now on an emotional and physical level.
So what I thought I would do is explain to you who do not know, what a migraine is like. I have three blogs but because this one took off, I do not keep up with the others. However about a month or so ago, on my blog "Why" I wrote about having a migraine, step by step. It is so painful it is easy to recall the pain in full at anytime and put it into words.
Please read it and know that I am sad that I never know if they will last hours or days. I hope I feel better when I wake up. That is if I can sleep.
A Migraine Revealed
I know so many of you send me the best of your wishes and say prayers for me because you have told me. And I appreciate it so much you have no idea. You all know how important this blog is to me. Not to mention Christmas will be here soon so everyday I loose, it just makes things more stressful later on. And the irony is I cannot even read a book to relax! Because that is what I would choose.
I am a fighter and I know I will be better. But in the midst of a migraine, the pain is so incredible, you feel like you will never be better again.
I have an acupuncture appointment tomorrow so that normally helps. But that is almost 7 hours from now. I have been asleep since around 9p, which would be whenever the migraine medication kicked in.
Okay my next post will be about books I promise. Like I said two days ago, I like to give you a look into me. I told you my life is an open book. I am not just a book reader I am a person. I like you to know about me. I have made so many friends on this blog. So I will be fighting this. In fact it has eased up a teeeny bit already. Which is interesting since the glare of the computer is ridiculous. There is always a glare but the light makes a migraine worse.
Thank you for listening.
(me fighting my migraine)
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